Saturday, August 22, 2015

"Missing you comes in waves. Tonight, I'm drowning."

What is the point of missing if you can't appear next to me right after I tell you that I miss you? Why do we still keep saying those words, regardless of the impossibility to change anything? It doesn't matter if you're missing a person who's thousand miles away or, even worse, a person who is right next to you, in most situations, you're powerless. You can just keep saying "I miss you" until you both give up on trying.
The difference between the two mentioned types of missing is that, when someone is far away, there's a chance they are longing for you, too.
Oh, but the ones right there, the ones you look, talk to and touch every single day, but in your heart, they appear much further than they could ever be. And, again, you're out of any kind of power to turn the situation around. If you fight for someone who doesn't want to be fought for, you lose yourself, if you let go, you JUST lose them. It's strange.
No matter how much passionate I am and how much I love ruining myself listening to everything my naive heart desires, I must say, it's true. Sometimes, no matter how much you miss someone and no matter how much missing them is killing you, it will make you feel alive again once you let go.

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